Specialist day..

Saw the specialist today and can't take the regular medicines that go with osteoporsis, so it was either a daily injection for 2 years or estrogen. As much I don't want to we're gonna try the estrogen route. God this sucks so bad, I DO NOT want to go on estrogen.. ughhhhhh...

Two Weeks ago today..

We quit smoking.. yep quit..done..finished..it's over. Okay I have cheated a couple of times but in my defense I was drinking and I only did it that night. I do feels tons better, no coughing fits, tons more energy, feel in a much better mood most of the time.

Then tuesday is the big appointment with the specialist..eeeekk hopefully he'll have good things to say.

A decision and day one of no smoking..

I made a deal with PJ that if he takes off half a day of work and goes with me then I'll go see the specialist on the 20th. Now if I go there and he just hands me a prescription then I'll probably go off so well see how it goes.

I smoked my last cigarette at about 1:00 am this morning and have been up for about an hour without a cigarette and so far so good. I haven't killed any of the kids or dogs yet so that's a plus.

Just trying to keep busy doing other things so I won't want one.

Then I got to thinking about how your whole life is scheduled around cigarettes. I mean I go to work early to sit in the car and smoke, at lunch I sit in my car and smoke. Tomorrow will be a big adjustment. I think I am going to start working out at lunch.

I'll keep you posted.